Arnavs Gettin Big !!

This is my son Arnav..Well he is growing ..you can see that ..It was only a year back he was born..a caeserian kid ..under-weight..so small...that I felt that even me holding him may also hurt him...I remember the day we got him home ..with Aditi still in pain with her fresh stiches ...we came home with lot of anxieties and mixed emotions...there was happiness and there was worries ..there were moments of sadness of losing the freedom which we had ..and then there was happiness ..that I never felt before ..when I saw him sleeping ..I little creature ...my blood...Well home was not that promising for him ...He was again back to hospital ...with acute jaundice .He was under photo-therapy for 6 days ,and each day ,each moments watching him ....under the lights ..with no clothes on him..with white pads on his eyes ..was a pinch to my heart . Seing him like that ..I could only cry ..just without tears...Anyway that day came ...and he was back ..soon he made his presence felt ..with frequent cries at night ..but overall he was a good son ..didnt trouble a lot ..I didnt get really a chance to get close to him . I had to leave for Chennai for my work and Aditi went Patna with Arnav. They landed in Chennai in September and till date he has been with me ...growing ..smiling...getting angry ..running ...crying ..playing ...sleeping ..I have seen all his activities ..1 year passed ...and Arnav is going strong ..I wish he understands ....when I say to him.."Son I love you a lot !"