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You can end my being ..But my soul remains... You can end my speech...But my thought remains

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Arnavs Gettin Big !!


This is my son Arnav..Well he is growing ..you can see that ..It was only a year back he was born..a caeserian kid ..under-weight..so small...that I felt that even me holding him may also hurt him...I remember the day we got him home ..with Aditi still in pain with her fresh stiches ...we came home with lot of anxieties and mixed emotions...there was happiness and there was worries ..there were moments of sadness of losing the freedom which we had ..and then there was happiness ..that I never felt before ..when I saw him sleeping ..I little creature ...my blood...Well home was not that promising for him ...He was again back to hospital ...with acute jaundice .He was under photo-therapy for 6 days ,and each day ,each moments watching him ....under the lights ..with no clothes on him..with white pads on his eyes ..was a pinch to my heart . Seing him like that ..I could only cry ..just without tears...Anyway that day came ...and he was back ..soon he made his presence felt ..with frequent cries at night ..but overall he was a good son ..didnt trouble a lot ..I didnt get really a chance to get close to him . I had to leave for Chennai for my work and Aditi went Patna with Arnav. They landed in Chennai in September and till date he has been with me ...growing ..smiling...getting angry ..running ...crying ..playing ...sleeping ..I have seen all his activities ..1 year passed ...and Arnav is going strong ..I wish he understands ....when I say to him.."Son I love you a lot !"







Monday, May 29, 2006

Reservation for what!

Well yeah..have been hearing all these quota shit for a long time ...its correlation with Rang De Basanti (RDB) .....a generation awakens ...! and what not all ...and by the way whats our man Mr President doing . He has atleast the moral authority to speak up . I am sure what ever he says , whether for or against , will be taken amicably and respectfully . Because we all know he is a kind of man who doesnt bull shits .
And yes ..Mr Arjun Singh ...seing him on TV I am not really sure what he is planning to do in his last few days of life . I mean ..Mr Arjun ..you are old...and you look old too...and god willing ..it may be time for you ...so why again creates pain in the ass for so many people around ...yes agreed ...totally agreed ....the backward people need upliftment ...it should be insanity not to will that ...but hey ...backward people ....Lalu's kin ? Do they need reservation ? Do they need financial support ...? Ummm...yes they might because on merit they could never even reach anywhere ..heard his son is a cricket player ..aaa....umm....indian team ...when ? I really dont know but guess what Lalu and Pawar are buddies ...so you never know !
Now its tune for Surd himself . Yes Sir . Heard you are graduate from Oxford .....no Cambridge ..yeah whatever but some big shit ..So Sir ..did we have Quota system there ...? There in London...? Oh how fooolish of me ...there are no backward people in London...Why are we not proposing reservartion in Oxford or Cambridge or Yales ...or you know what lets make a law which says 50% of the people going to these schools be OBCs and rest shits like us ..oh i mean generals . Ok I diverted , yes Mr Prime Minister , Sir you gotta saysomething more genuine rather speaking what Sonia asks you to speak . Say something from heart Sir ...it doesnt lies and you know well .
Oh I was forgetting Sonia ....and now I realize ..its fine !